it seems since its "pending moderation" it doesn't even let ME see it.
I've found this documentation, but it doesn't touch on "how to ADD a package". It shows where to download them, and how to manage the ones on the router.
But it completely ignores "how to add them to the router"
there is an "uninstall" but not "install" - these seems like a glaring omission.
https://wiki.mikrotik.com/wiki/Manual:System/Packages